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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!
well the fun is over :( my 4 day weekend has ended.. so sad. i really don't wanna go back to work. oh well.. i had lots of fun this weekend!!
done something yesterday that made me feel proud
one of my ex's has been calling me for the past couple of weeks.. i went out with him a few times but he's been calling me like everyday like 5 times a day or something. when we dated last time we dated for about 8 months or so.. he wasn't the best boyfriend. i mean he was a good guy and all but he was the type that would rather be hunting or fishing instead of hanging out with his girlfriend and stuff. but the reason we broke up was because he went to be a counsler at a camp and met someone there. so he called me up and told me that. but i respected him cause at least he did call me and tell me instead of just cheating on me. but.... anyways.. him and her broke up like a month or so ago and he came straight back to me.. he seems to really be trying this time but there's just nothing there anymore.. cause i just remember little things that he done that got on my nerves and i stayed upset the whole time we was together cause i never seen him.. he was always too busy doin something else.. and he just lives like 7 minutes away .. but anyways. he was wanting to take me out for my birthday and stuf.. which was nice and all but i had plans of doin other things.. i usually don't turn him down.. don't think he's used to being turned down a lot. but i told him i didn't wanna go.. and he acted like it just blew his mind cause i told him i didn't wanna go.. and i told him why and that we should just be friends and stuf.. but it felt really good.. i mean i'm usually blunt and stuff about most things but when it comes to stuff like that i suck bad. so yeah i felt really good.. it might sound mean but it felt good to make him feel bad.. cause when we dated before he acted like he didn't care about anything. but when we talked last night i knew that he got upset and stuff and he was apologizing and he even called me back... he called today.. i don't know.. but it felt good and i just had to share. but yeah.. me and my stupid stories how exciting.. lol .. oh well.. time for bed
well the fun is over :( my 4 day weekend has ended.. so sad. i really don't wanna go back to work. oh well.. i had lots of fun this weekend!!
done something yesterday that made me feel proud
one of my ex's has been calling me for the past couple of weeks.. i went out with him a few times but he's been calling me like everyday like 5 times a day or something. when we dated last time we dated for about 8 months or so.. he wasn't the best boyfriend. i mean he was a good guy and all but he was the type that would rather be hunting or fishing instead of hanging out with his girlfriend and stuff. but the reason we broke up was because he went to be a counsler at a camp and met someone there. so he called me up and told me that. but i respected him cause at least he did call me and tell me instead of just cheating on me. but.... anyways.. him and her broke up like a month or so ago and he came straight back to me.. he seems to really be trying this time but there's just nothing there anymore.. cause i just remember little things that he done that got on my nerves and i stayed upset the whole time we was together cause i never seen him.. he was always too busy doin something else.. and he just lives like 7 minutes away .. but anyways. he was wanting to take me out for my birthday and stuf.. which was nice and all but i had plans of doin other things.. i usually don't turn him down.. don't think he's used to being turned down a lot. but i told him i didn't wanna go.. and he acted like it just blew his mind cause i told him i didn't wanna go.. and i told him why and that we should just be friends and stuf.. but it felt really good.. i mean i'm usually blunt and stuff about most things but when it comes to stuff like that i suck bad. so yeah i felt really good.. it might sound mean but it felt good to make him feel bad.. cause when we dated before he acted like he didn't care about anything. but when we talked last night i knew that he got upset and stuff and he was apologizing and he even called me back... he called today.. i don't know.. but it felt good and i just had to share. but yeah.. me and my stupid stories how exciting.. lol .. oh well.. time for bed