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=) ...what a weekend, the whole "ACYC" thing wasn't as "spiritual" as it is every other year- i didn't even cry this year.. well, i mean i did shed a few tears, but not the normal quantity.. i had more fun just spending time with my snoogolie*poo (haha- matt HATES pet names...lol)- you know, i really do think we're gonna get married, because when i stepped out of the picture, i looked at it and was like " no one else would have put up with him like i did, and no one else would have put up with me like HE did.." Thursday night REALLY scared me .. i even told him never to call me again, and he (knowing that i didn't mean it bc he's known me way too long to believe it) did anyway, and we ended up talking ... i love him.. i may not like him sometimes, but that doesn't mean that i don't love him.. and i think that just being with him this weekend had made me realize that ... and i KNOW that sounds terrible bc it wasa youth retreat and not a diana and matt retreat, and i was supposed to focus on God, but i just didn't think it was as ... hmm... "powerful" this year.. hehe- justin and will liked him =D yay- justin goes...where is your tall friend? LOL!! and will told me that we were gonna get married...WELL DUH WILLIE!! =) and mary was there too, and i guess matt told her that we had a little argument...two years ago she said that we would NEVER be together, i was too boy crazy and he was too girl crazy... and this year after i told her that we had an argument, she just shook her head and said you just need to kiss and make up...lol samantha was right too - he has a lot of girls in daphne that he could be with but he wouldn't still be persuing me if he didn't love me..true.. and i love him and we're gonna get married and courtney, emily, haley, catie, amy, sam, natalie, kim, and daria are gonna be my bridesmaids .. and me and matt are gonna live by the beach and we're gonna have a big tree in our front yard ( like the one at the grand hotel!) .. so yea, it was a GREAT weekend - even though i was sick half the time bc the food was nasty rank hoe.. =\ oh well... i'm gonna go take a nap... didn't get much sleep either ...love!