Best thing about tonight..

[dianatjyn]

Being in another country is something that everyone should try doing at least once. It seriously teaches you to be as strong as a.. i-dont-know. (It's supposed to be a simile) Esp when you don't have your close friends by your side. It teaches you to be independent emotionally. Living alone in a foreign country is easy for me, I can proudly say that I'm independent physically. But emotionally? That's a tough one. However, I'm learning to be emotionally-independent. I tell people I'm sad or whatsoever anymore. I only complain to them when I'm pissed haha. But i don't really tell them that I'm sad blablabla all these. I do, but it's just getting rare with each passing day. And it kinda work I guess. I'm starting to adapt and handling everything almost alone is no problem.

I guess I've changed. I'm still the same though! I mean I'm still.. happy and all :D It's just that, I'm more matured!! HAHA. My best friend would laugh at this cos he thinks its total rubbish. I still talk non-stop with people I'm comfortable with. I'm still me in sooo many ways. It's sad that I'm growing up way way way too fast. I'm only 16. I have the right to be childish and cry at every moment I want to, call everyone to tell them I'm sad, get angry at anyone who makes a mistake and just be an unreasonable kiddy kid.

I'm not even looking forward to being 18 anymore. I'm already getting access to everything that I'm not looking forward to anything. Zzz. Sian leh liddat. But nvm.

Life goes on.