the trouble with love is

[dianaortiz]

I won't apologize for anything. I don't have to. I did all that I could, and I cannot deny that I enjoyed it. I have no regrets in what we had. It was a sweet irony for as long as it lasted. If I can no longer give you some kind of comfort, then I will take the hint. Go on with your life, go on living. Don't look at back at me, because I will not look back at you. I've gone through this many times before, I will not be angry or full of malice. I am well aware of my age and my place in this world. I know of my past, of my friends and enemies. I also know when enough is enough. I will not deny my love and devotion to you. I will not recall the things I've said to you. I will only hold those memories with me in my life, remembering that time when we were together and happy. That time when all things seemed to fall into place. If I could not give you what you properly need, then I hope you find it soon. I can no longer allow myself to be hurt anymore. I need to think of my own well being. Forgive me for wanting to save my own mind from insanity.

I tried to talk to you, to get in touch with you, to reach you anyway possible. You made it so hard, and I took the hint. If you wish to ignore me and treat me as you do, then go ahead. I will no longer cry over you. If you really cared for me, you would never make me cry. My last wish is to talk to you one last time.

Now I was once a fool, it's true
I played the game by all the rules
But now my world's a deeper blue
I'm sadder, but I'm wiser too
I swore I'd never love again
I swore my heart would never mend
Said love wasn't worth the pain
But then I hear it call my name

The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger than your pride
The trouble with love is
It doesn't care how fast you fall
And you can't refuse the call
See, you got no say at all