sooo pissed off RIGHT NOW...
oook... so i just checked my email and found this email from my dance team coach at Adelphi, i read it only to find that one of the girls that made the team at the spring try outs now cannot attend Adelphi because she does not have enough money. Not only was this girl really talented, but she had a great attitude towards the team, she was already dedicated and she was one of the most fun people to be around... ( i know ali will agree...i love you too babe). She fit on the team already...
I just think it is completely unfair that we have to lose such a great dancer... if this were the basketball team she would have been offered more money in her scholarship...But WAIT...the dance team doesn't get scholarships...in fact we get nothing at all to work as hard as we do and to try to win at competitions. I feel that the only way to attract and retain the dancers we need some incentive must be in place. While there are dancers out there like me that are on a team simply for the comradery and my passion to dance there are some dancers out there who don't even realize that a dance team is an option. Also i believe that girls over look this school because without even a small scholarship they may over look the fact that Adelphi does in fact have a SERIOUS dance team. Without the scholarship to prove this we look like a dinky little dance team that accepts any pretty face. WEll that doesn't happen.
Rignt now i am just soo upset....and sooo angry... I have practice tonight, and it's not goin to be the same without her....
aaalllllright....
well other shit that is goin on....
i am finally goin to the doctor tomorrow to check out what is wrong with my intestines. It's been so hard these past few months. I can't eat anyting, and the second i eat too much i am in pain for hours. I probably should have visited the dr. a long time ago, but the pain went away for a while. Now it's just back in full force, worse than it was before. Let's hope all is well and it's just something minor that medication can fix... if it's something worse i'll just have to deal with that too...no biggy...
well today is my good friend lisa's birthday... and i am still sitting home waiting to here if i am seeing her before i have practice. Sux to be sitting here when i know i could be with my baby laying around and watching TV... grrrrr.... i hate when people don't stick to the plans that were set days ago
that's all for now because the rage inside me isn't dying at all...it's just getting more feirce...i think i'll go read to get my mind off of everything....
have a nice day!!