May 03, 2004 03:19
it sunday and 1:30 am. ah the beauty of summer. i told keith i'd be up when he was on his back back home after hanging out with friends. i'm getting a little sleepy, but hey the reward will be worth it :)
so i've moved into Kat's room for the summer. i still have some unpacking to do, but all in all most of it is done. i still need to decorate, but that will come in time. so today i went home to help mom paint the new house. we got the kitchen, dining room, ash's bedroom, and one bathroom done. mom got all the ceiling's done before i got there. that took about 6 hours, then it stormed and we couldn't ride. but i hung out there anyway for a while to watch the fireflies come out. it was really pretty, the moon almost full, the fireflies coming out of the woods just as it got dark. the house is really coming together. mom says that she hopes to be able to move in by the end of may. that would be cool, even though i'm not staying there, haha. tomorrow is sell books back/ got to sams/ get bday presents and mother's day presents. another long day it seems.
...i say all this, but i can't help wondering why do i worry so much. it really is not fun, nor good for me. tonight was one of the dreaded "worry" nights for me. i need to relax. katie and gordon i love you for getting me through another one :) you deserve more thanks than i can give...