you fall away from your past, but its following you.
The other day I had a funny feeling in my stomach and i automatically started thinking about Stephen. It was quite odd. I had a feeling of missing him. I miss talking to him and hanging out with him, but everytime he calls I feel its just a pity call... like an "Oh man, I used to date her and I promised her we would remain friends" type of thing, and now he has anna to occupy all of his thoughts that he hasn't called me in a very long time.
[you fall away from your past....]
[but it's following you]
I dont like feeling like this. Why do I miss everything that was? I guess I am in one of those moods.
These past weeks have been really stressful school wise and boy wise, and I'm still confused.
This weekend was a nice break though, I didn't do any homework until Sunday night. I went to a Hookah bar!!! It was a lot of fun. Mango, Strawberry and Kiwiw. Yum. Its like breathing in flavored air, not bad at all. I also watched the National Geographic Channel a LOT. I love it. I was watching this show on whales and dolphins.. it was really upsetting! They had this pack of Killer whales kill this dolphin thing and it flung them out of the water bleeding...! Ah. It was terrible. On another show they showed a pack of female lions attack a full grown female elephant and I had to change the channel. This is why I don't watch any kind of animal movie.
Ive also been thinking about cameras again. And I need one soon. I just can't decide if I want to save up for a nice digital and this summer get a nice 35mm one. But my scanner doesn't work....bah.
Today Andy bought me watercolors and I am excited. I have a blank sketchbook and I am ready to scribble in it. I cannot draw for the life of me but I like drawing simple things and filling them in with ink/watercolors.
Sweets have also taken over my life. I can't get away from them! I am always stuffing my face. AH.
[you fall away from your past....]
[but it's following you]
I dont like feeling like this. Why do I miss everything that was? I guess I am in one of those moods.
These past weeks have been really stressful school wise and boy wise, and I'm still confused.
This weekend was a nice break though, I didn't do any homework until Sunday night. I went to a Hookah bar!!! It was a lot of fun. Mango, Strawberry and Kiwiw. Yum. Its like breathing in flavored air, not bad at all. I also watched the National Geographic Channel a LOT. I love it. I was watching this show on whales and dolphins.. it was really upsetting! They had this pack of Killer whales kill this dolphin thing and it flung them out of the water bleeding...! Ah. It was terrible. On another show they showed a pack of female lions attack a full grown female elephant and I had to change the channel. This is why I don't watch any kind of animal movie.
Ive also been thinking about cameras again. And I need one soon. I just can't decide if I want to save up for a nice digital and this summer get a nice 35mm one. But my scanner doesn't work....bah.
Today Andy bought me watercolors and I am excited. I have a blank sketchbook and I am ready to scribble in it. I cannot draw for the life of me but I like drawing simple things and filling them in with ink/watercolors.
Sweets have also taken over my life. I can't get away from them! I am always stuffing my face. AH.