My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.
Yeah, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was fucking high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.
these past couple of days I have been a complete wreck. mentally I'm just not stable. too much thinking and just being upset. i need to saturday to come as fast as possible. i need to be back in school surrounded by people, i need to see him and wrap myself up in him and just stare at his face and kiss him and talk to him...
thats what a boy will do to you, make you miss them terribly!
other than that ive been contemplating the idea of getting my lip pierced. i think it would be something new and fun, something to tweak the boringness that is my life. and ive always wanted one. i can always take it out, its not permanent like a tattoo. even though my mom said she would much rather have me get a tattoo than get my lip pierced. sigh.. and then theres the whole "does it even fit ME?" some people have said yes go for it! some just look at me like "what the heck are you thinking!?" i know i shouldnt care what people think, but i do...BAH. I'm also a chicken. hopefully Andy will get his soon and then I can tag along and see what its all about and possibly be adventurous and go for it!
tomorrow should be a good day. i am errand shopping with my mom all day and getting my haircut.. above my shoulders and majorly thinned out. and then i will pack.. and get ready to move back!
and that is my life!