Back in Action
so it's friday - and I actually have time to sit down at write, so here you are:
(if I don't fall asleep before hand)
hawaii was yet again a very enjoyable week filled with doing absolutely nothing but soaking up sun. We did some snorkeling, ate good food and just downright enjoyed being in paradise. it was hard to come back to reality...
and yet, here I am!
reality has been kind of getting to me lately - one of those moods where the world entirely confounds me. while it sounds pretty cliche I've been feeling pretty confused about life's purpose. maybe it's because I read the book The Five People You Meet in Heaven while I was in hawaii since the book is about how once you get to heaven, your whole life and it's purpose is explain to you. it just dumbofunds me when you really stop to think about what your life consists of and how other people are involved.
i think what might be really fueling my pensiveness is the fact that there's all this "grown-up" stuff swirling around me. I really feel stuck in limbo between young and "free" and old and boring. I'm still trying to sort out what it exactly means to be an adult -- the funniest part is , and it could be I"m just more conscience of it now, but I feel like I'm learning much more about life than I did when I was "growing up." It's just weird to think about how I feel in another 20 years...
I suppose that's enough babble for now - I need a nap!
(if I don't fall asleep before hand)
hawaii was yet again a very enjoyable week filled with doing absolutely nothing but soaking up sun. We did some snorkeling, ate good food and just downright enjoyed being in paradise. it was hard to come back to reality...
and yet, here I am!
reality has been kind of getting to me lately - one of those moods where the world entirely confounds me. while it sounds pretty cliche I've been feeling pretty confused about life's purpose. maybe it's because I read the book The Five People You Meet in Heaven while I was in hawaii since the book is about how once you get to heaven, your whole life and it's purpose is explain to you. it just dumbofunds me when you really stop to think about what your life consists of and how other people are involved.
i think what might be really fueling my pensiveness is the fact that there's all this "grown-up" stuff swirling around me. I really feel stuck in limbo between young and "free" and old and boring. I'm still trying to sort out what it exactly means to be an adult -- the funniest part is , and it could be I"m just more conscience of it now, but I feel like I'm learning much more about life than I did when I was "growing up." It's just weird to think about how I feel in another 20 years...
I suppose that's enough babble for now - I need a nap!