late late late
it's late and i really should be sleeping but i feel like i need to comment on a few things...
i had a great weekend up at breezy point with steve. we'd played golf with his family, went swimming, played some dominoes (it's actually fun...it's not as old geezer as it may sound), and just over all enjoyed being in each other's company. i'm not sure if i'm going to be in australia or not, but if i don't go i would love to stay longer next year.
on the downside...since we were up there i did very limited amounts of homework during the weekend, and paid for it when we got back Sunday night. I worked on homework from 10:30 pm to 5 am, and then went to class at 8, and had an interview at 11:30. needless to say, I'm still recovering.
lately...tonight, rather...i've been somewhat panicking about life after graduation. I know i really shouldn't worry about it at this point. But i'm trying to decide if i want an internship for the fall, or somehow try to work 20 hours a week. I don't know if being hard core busy would actually be rewarding in the short-term, but possibly in the long term if i am building my resume.
sometimes too, i feel like i work entirely too hard. i expend a lot of effort on my homework, and lately about making sure i'm prepared to graduate and hit the ground running within the work force. I'm not sure where this is actually going to take me. I'm also concerned that eventually i do want to be a stay at home mom, so at that point will i be throwing all of this hard work away? i don't know...too confusing to think about right now...
and on the last note...
i really can't wait to move out. this summer has been way to long, too disruptive living with different people. I know i should be more tolerant, but I just miss the system we had when Lyssa and Emily were living here. hopefully, the time apart i've had from them, and the time apart I'll have from lizzy before we move in to our house will be helpful, and we can start afresh. currently, there's just a lot of drama going on, and TONS of talking behind people's backs and I'm just fed up with it. 2 more weeks...i can do it.
that's all for now...
i'm off to bed.
goodnight all!
i had a great weekend up at breezy point with steve. we'd played golf with his family, went swimming, played some dominoes (it's actually fun...it's not as old geezer as it may sound), and just over all enjoyed being in each other's company. i'm not sure if i'm going to be in australia or not, but if i don't go i would love to stay longer next year.
on the downside...since we were up there i did very limited amounts of homework during the weekend, and paid for it when we got back Sunday night. I worked on homework from 10:30 pm to 5 am, and then went to class at 8, and had an interview at 11:30. needless to say, I'm still recovering.
lately...tonight, rather...i've been somewhat panicking about life after graduation. I know i really shouldn't worry about it at this point. But i'm trying to decide if i want an internship for the fall, or somehow try to work 20 hours a week. I don't know if being hard core busy would actually be rewarding in the short-term, but possibly in the long term if i am building my resume.
sometimes too, i feel like i work entirely too hard. i expend a lot of effort on my homework, and lately about making sure i'm prepared to graduate and hit the ground running within the work force. I'm not sure where this is actually going to take me. I'm also concerned that eventually i do want to be a stay at home mom, so at that point will i be throwing all of this hard work away? i don't know...too confusing to think about right now...
and on the last note...
i really can't wait to move out. this summer has been way to long, too disruptive living with different people. I know i should be more tolerant, but I just miss the system we had when Lyssa and Emily were living here. hopefully, the time apart i've had from them, and the time apart I'll have from lizzy before we move in to our house will be helpful, and we can start afresh. currently, there's just a lot of drama going on, and TONS of talking behind people's backs and I'm just fed up with it. 2 more weeks...i can do it.
that's all for now...
i'm off to bed.
goodnight all!