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Well this is up there with one of the worse days of my life. I talked to legal at the apartment complex and she filed the papers after she bitched at me for 20 minutes. She is pushing for a court date in 10 days because she wants us out of here now. She is bitch needless to say. From the court date we possibly have 10 days to vacate the premises or pay the $1387 we owe. FIA will help us with the first months deposit if they deem the place "affordable." So that means under $333 a month. Can you find a three bedroom place for that? Pretty tough. No one will help us, no one can help us. I don't know what to do. I just got a job today. Thats the only bright spot. But it isn't gonna help me if I am on the streets. I just can't believe they want to put two women and a child on the streets. Unfuckingbelievable. I just don't know what to do. I have exhausted all possiblities that I know. I have to be honest and admit suicide has come across my mind. But if I haven't suceeded before what makes me think I will now. Figure it will be a waste of time and only make things worse. I just don't know where to turn. Life fucking sucks.