Strain

[diamondsword]

I don't want
to hurt you.

I never wanted to
hurt anybody

And that is the
hardest thing
for when
I want
to be loved and wanted
And I am

I cannot
be enough
to satisfy
each of you
and I am sad
I cannot grow
into a hundred
of what each of
you see and want
or love or simply
fail to crush your
day by rejection of
that future with you
I want to have and of
My love, want for you.

And with people
so close and personal
it is even harder
but even a bureaucracy
is people too.