May 19, 2004 19:57
Ash Tree (the Ambition) -- extremely attractive, vivacious, impulsive, demanding, does not care for criticism, ambitious, intelligent,
talented, likes to play with fate, can be very egotistic, reliable, restless lover, sometimes money rules over the heart, demands attention, needs love and much emotional support.
This year has been great! having manageable classes and cool friends are blessings especially since it is my last year at high school. I remember the happy times I had way back in my freshmen, sophmore, and junior years. Even though I did not take the time to hang out with friends as much as I had wanted to, I'm so thankful for all the times you guys have supported me and encouraged me. hehe lol.. as the army slogan goes "Be all you can be!" We will all be going in different directions but wherever the road leads, follow it with confidence and assurance in believing in yourself and God. I realize that I take so many things for granted. God created me for a reason. I don't know what my purpose in life is but I will continually keep seeking God's face! Its amazing how faith leads to strength. Back in 9th grade, I was weak in character, lacking in initiative to approach people. hehe lol.. I hid in my little shell. Gradually, I became more assertive and open to other people around me. Now that we're leaving high school for real, its seems overwhelming, exciting, and scary simultaneously. I feel all warm inside thinking about leaving high school but there is still a desire to remain at high school to learn more before going off to the real world.
Despite social barriers, bad teachers, hard classes, unfriendly people, fake people, insulting remarks.. and so much more, I'm proud to say that I've survived and as a result, I've become stronger!