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i shot about a minute of my movie and then decided i hated it. so i reshot it to make it better. i'm calmer now that i realize that this movie doesn't have to be, and it most definitely won't be, perfect. but it can still be me.
i watched 20 minutes of a movie about the women's suffrage movement and got teary eyes and shivers when they started to sing their protest songs. "for a woman, strength is often times mistaken for insanity." it took me about 45 minutes to line up my 30 polaroids on the wall as a background for my first movie. last night the armed robbery that took place next door affected me less than this movie-making paranoia and stress that's been taking hold for a while now. and i was dumb and drunk and crying for no good reason at all and i'm sure the strength that i managed to display for five minutes last night was mistaken for insanity. but i'll change things. or at least i'll try.
i saw some of my favorite people last night and, in retrospect, the good outdid the self-inflicted bad. i adore my friends and i want to put them on display for you.
also, i don't think i have ever looked (or could ever again look) as bad ass as i do in this picture with the boys.
caity and danny. so adorable.
kingboy holding "caity and danny."
quite possibly the best pose(r)s ever. i adore you two.
kind of candid (jess and zach), but kind of not (cliff and jared). those red plastic cups are always looking classy.
if you look really hard, you can see a yellow half moon in the distance. this was a few minutes before the helicopters crashed our party looking for robbers.
i watched 20 minutes of a movie about the women's suffrage movement and got teary eyes and shivers when they started to sing their protest songs. "for a woman, strength is often times mistaken for insanity." it took me about 45 minutes to line up my 30 polaroids on the wall as a background for my first movie. last night the armed robbery that took place next door affected me less than this movie-making paranoia and stress that's been taking hold for a while now. and i was dumb and drunk and crying for no good reason at all and i'm sure the strength that i managed to display for five minutes last night was mistaken for insanity. but i'll change things. or at least i'll try.
i saw some of my favorite people last night and, in retrospect, the good outdid the self-inflicted bad. i adore my friends and i want to put them on display for you.
also, i don't think i have ever looked (or could ever again look) as bad ass as i do in this picture with the boys.
caity and danny. so adorable.
kingboy holding "caity and danny."
quite possibly the best pose(r)s ever. i adore you two.
kind of candid (jess and zach), but kind of not (cliff and jared). those red plastic cups are always looking classy.
if you look really hard, you can see a yellow half moon in the distance. this was a few minutes before the helicopters crashed our party looking for robbers.