"I Love You Like A FatKiD Love Cake"

[diamondrain]

haha so i updated again! ;) so much has happend that i wanna let u guys in on...well Crys is no longer single :D im wif someone this guy Mike...an omg <33333 ferreal this man is the biggest sweetheart alive he makes me feel so good he makes me feel special he makes me feel like me again which is like something i havent felt in a long ass time an thats a good thing cause if any of u noticed ive been real like depressed an like almost suicidal an shit like i wanted to die but now i dont anymore ive realized now that iam special to ppl an that my life means something and that atleast one person in the world is capable of loving me....the real me... i dont have to lie or front or nothing this man likes me and i like him to an i can see myself one day possibly loving him..i mean not right now but sometime soon i can see it u know? i mean hes funny hes smart hes sweet hes into the same things as me we have soooooooooooooooooooo fkin much in common that it isnt even funny i mean he understands the real me and actually cares about my feelings an shit and thats special to me there is so much more to say but like i have mad ish to do today so ill have to tell u more another time but like man its so weird he likes the same music as i do an everything an hes a juggalo :D which makes it all the better god im so happy.....but see i know just as quick as all this happend and i became happy that i could fall right back into a depression again so im gonna watch myself u know? i mean i aint sayin me an him gonna split up hell naw we gonna stay together as long as possible we are very happy with eachother im just sayin i have a problem and i know that it can sneak up on me at any time it chooses to so im gonna be on gaurd for that shit but anyways ill write more later peace!!!!!

oh yea an as much as i hate 50 cent u need to check out the song 21 questions its slick :D it reminds me of me an Mike cause i know thru all that shit wed be there for eachother forreal

one love
-crys-