i hate life but whats new?

[diamondrain]

hey guys sup its me again except this time i got alotta shit to put in here well maybe not alot but its info on me well for starters me an mike broke up 3 years together an its over thats all i can say about that right now oh yea and im back in cleveland because of it im doin ok an handlein it alright i know i fucked up but there aint nothin i can do about that now is there? oh well shit happens right anyways im jobless broke an bored i need to find work an move into my own place already its been 2 weeks since all this happend and i dont have a fuckin clue what im doin or where im goin in this meaningless worthless life of mine but i guess ill find out sooner or later huh? i got to finally see my lil neice shes 2 months old now and sooooooooo fuckin adorable and ive been spendin alotta time with my godson an stuff hes adorable to with his lil mixed ass lol i love them both and im glad that im here with them i just hope i dont ruin there lives like i have so many others well atleast thats how i feel i feel like ive ruined so many ppls lives and i dont know what to do to make it better life fuckin sucks i need to die soon or something theres no point in livin anymore if u aint got nothin or no one to live for right? anyways ill write more later just know guys that im back in cleveland lonely broke jobless but alive anyways i love all u guys and i guess since i now have a computer ill get a screen name and talk to u guys more alright?

peace love an hair grease
mmfcl love u guys im outtie
-crys aka bugg