May 13, 2009 13:27
I haven't been updating on a regular basis. A reoccurring theme you might have noticed! Speaking of reoccurring themes, I had one upon waking up this morning. I had another dream about my father. I haven't had a dream about him in a while (maybe a year or more).
The dream took place at a wedding. There were several people from past/present at the wedding. Some from high school, some people I have just met recently. I don't recall whose wedding it was. My dad was behind the counter working. He had passed away, but he had been revived and I remember feeling really glad knowing that he was really alive still. That part is always made relevant, that he was dead for a short period of time but somehow was revived after a period of time.
Eventually I go up and ask him what he would do differently upon coming back to this life. At this point in my dream, I woke up. Its funny how that always seems to work out that way. I guess that its his way of telling me hes here and answering my questions in an unconcious sort of way
In other news, I've been really busy lately. Just going out on the occasional date, went to Atlantic City with some friends for a few days (which was awesome), working out a lot, playing music with my bandmates/friends, went to a wedding recently. I'm down a total of 40 lbs since last week. I am at 18% bmi, so slightly underweight which is good. I still wanted to lose 8-10 lbs but we'll see how that goes. It feels like I'm putting more muscle on now that I'm not losing weight frequently for the last week or so.
I'm going to Florida in July with my godchild and Aunt/Uncle and cousins. I also want to go out to Vegas this year, but we'll see how that plays out.