Never gone, Never far, In my heart is where you are.

[diamondjul]

I have way to much time on my hands to think about nothing and everything.  And I have decided.  It is better to not know what love is and want it so bad it hurts than to have loved and know exaclty what it feels like to be in love and then lose it.  If you don't know how it feels you really aren't missing out on much but once you know and then it'

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[magermallow]

So first, Julie was clearly not going all feminist so Mr. Anonymous up there can chill... not everything is meant offensively to you.
And now to the real reason I clicked the little comment linker dink. I don't really have any encouraging words or anything that can make this better. And I can TOTALLY understand why you would be feeling this way with everything thats been going on, I mean who wouldn't be discouraged? But I do want to say that it's not true. There are some good guys out there. Most guys can be that way, it just all depends on whether or not they find the right girl who makes them WANT to change or be good or do all the things that they should do. It's hard for people to know whether they are getting into a good thing or the real thing when it starts out. But things go bad for a reason, those two certain people just werent meant to be together b/c they just dont mix well when it comes down to it in the end. It could take years to find this out or just days. But you cant blame the world or be mad at it for how often this happens b/c with how many people there are out there and how many different people we are going to meet in our life, we're gauranteed to meet a good number of Mr./Mrs. wrongs before we find the right. Otherwise how would anyone know what is right? You learn best through failure and mistakes. It sucks but that's how things work. So I guess keep your chin up. Don't totally shun all the happy things you thought before.

[diamondjul]

What in the world would I do without you. Seriously. I just hope one day I can do for you all that you have done for me for the longest time. I love you so much Christy it's not even funny anymore. It is so amazing to finally have that one person that I know for a fact I could run to with anything. I was wrong to feel like I needed a guy to make me feel better when I had exactly what I needed right in front of me all along. Hoes before bros my friends. Hoes first!!!!