i feel as if im in a cloud, and im exhaling nothing more than what adds to it. i miss spending christmas with my family. we're so cluttered but the same time oriented. if that made any sense.
out in the patio, i'm typing away as my fingers begin to feel numb. this is where the only wireless connection is available in the house. haha. what i love most about this christmas are my nieces and nephews (i'm like a dragon breathing smoke out of my nose :p pathetic, comparisons) anyhow, ethan my four year old nephew as he opened his gift from santa he immediately said in the most adooooorable way "I kent' buhleev iht..." that instant reaction reminded me that im really shallow to have found happiness right there. hahaha (i shall post pictures.)
i'm drinking san mig light here as well but it tastes weird and is packaged in a pale pilsen clear bottle. nothing like good beer to warm the soul in a cold winters night.
man this 2005 has been one hell of a rollercoaster ride for me. im working, im a student, i socialize, and im still a bum in someway. i can say i started the year right went down and in loops from there and up again...
you know what a lot can happen in a year even if it feels as if nothing did really change. ;) merry christmas!!!