hmmm....

[diamondhalo]

this permanent stain on my favorite shirt. i know it's there and it bothers me but i love the shirt so much to care about the stain. however, it saddens me that it's there, it's no longer perfect to me, the number of times i try to wash it, it'll never come off, but still, i love it. however all what i see is that stain that's on the shirt. :( i can only think that i should probably stop wearing it or hope that one day, maybe one day it just might fade off. yeah but i know that also in time i'll have a new favorite shirt. so maybe it wouldn't matter as much...

but right now it does.

hmmm, i just don't know if i'm reffering to you being the shirt or the stain.