soooo.....

[diamondgirlxx]

i finally got an apology from dustin, that made my weekend a little better.

i feel so terrible because i'm getting what i wished for finally. i want to take it all back really i do. i can't stand to see him so miserable it makes me miserable. he tells me not to worry about him, but i'm always going to, i can't help it. he's like permanently written on my heart sand i wish he wasn't. he's right though, he doesn't deserve my love or pity but eh oh well he's getting it.

i still want a rewind button. i want to take most of the past year back. i don't want to fall for him, i kinda almost want to not even meet him, i just want me and elise to be best friends with none of the drama thats happened. i want blair out of my life. i want to be happy. ugh. teenage years are definately not the best years of your life.

i got a new phone thats actually what im posting this off of. :D

well imma go im at school.

/rant

oh and
for the record dustin has to still stalk this. he fucking quoted it the other night.