Sorry its been so long!
Hey guys I know its been a while since I have updated and I am so sorry. Anyways so how has everyone been? I am sure you all are fine, at least I hope you are all fine. Well not too much has happened to me lately. Well the reason I have not been able to update is because I have been busy, so sorry. Well let catch most of you guys up. Well first of all we have had two games so far. Well we won this past game. It was pretty cool and I hope we win next weeks game because thats Homecoming and if we lose that game it is going to suck. Yeah so anyways I am passing all my classes right now and I hope that it stays like this. Yeah well then I have had a few problems lately. Things just seem to suck these past few weeks. First of all it seems like my friends and I are always fighting. One day I am in a fight with Alyssa then the next day I am in a fight with Cloud. It just SUCKS! I mean what am I suppose to do without them. And the way I feel sometimes when I come home is just like shit. Then there is this guy that I have had feelings for, well strong feelings for almost 4 years now. Some people are telling me to move on. And the truth is that I just can't. I can honestly say that I can't. So yeah I mean what am I suppose to do. Then my brother is sometimes an ass to me and I don't even know why. Then my dad called me on Friday and it seriously took me by surprise. He left me a message and I saved it because it was really sweet I mean to the point where my eyes got all watery. Sorry if thats not even the way you spell it. I don't know if that just happened because I haven't heard or talked to him in a while now or if its just because of the things he was saying. Well guys seriously I don't know what to do know. If its not one thing its another with my family. Then things kinda suck at school. Someone please just tell me what to do or something. I need someones advice. I HATE being all emotional too. It just sucks. And you know being a little sick and coughing doesn't help. I am in so much pain right now and I mean emotionally and physically. Well I better go for now I will try to keep you all posted on things that happen during the week. Well talk to you all later. Take care. Love ya! Bye!