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Hey guys, how is everyone? Hope good. Anyways I am going to see how this color looks because some of you guys don't think that I've written and sorry, so I am trying to make it easier for you, I just hope this shows.
Anyways not too much has happened lately. Well let me just say that I miss everyone. Cloud is coming back tomorrow, I think, so thats awesome. Oh yeah and like Alyssa said in her journal, last year around this time we did spend a lot of time together and I miss that. I just want to spend time with all my friends because I miss them all and I need to do something because I am just bored staying here all the time. So let me tell you all that lately, well ever since summer started I hate having to go to sleep because right before I do, is when I start thinking about everything. Well you know I think about everyything all day but right before I go to sleep is when I think about everything a lot. I think about all my friends, about whats wrong with me, my family, when school starts, this guy and alot of other things. I think about bad things and I think about good things. When I am really tired I don't think about all this stuff though because I am just ready to fall asleep. Thats why I try to stay up late as much as I can so I will be really tired but I can't and when I know I have to go to sleep thats when I start thinking like crazy. I stay up for like 2 hours sometimes and I am just thinking and I'm tossing and turning. I hate IT! I haven't told anyone about this though until now oh yeah and yesterday I told my mom and I was crying. I HATE IT! I decided to write about it though because yesterday was probably the worst. Ok well sorry guys if you didn't want to read that and sorry if you think I'm stupid but thats what happens. And then maybe the fact that I haven't talked to my dad in a while now is another reason why I'm sad. Sorry lets just change subjects.
Well yesterday I went to the movies and I saw Monster-in-law again with my aunt and my cousin. It was funny. But I want to see Batman Begins, my brother says he is going to take me and I hope he does soon. Well I better go for now, talk to you all later. Sorry its long. Bye!