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Why are people so fickle all of the time? Why is it so difficult to understand. *Sigh* Maybe it's just me. It's the first part of November and the friggin holidays are right around the corner. I'm thanful for my mom's health now as the cancer is gone and the treatment is almost done. Hehehe, she has little fuzz on her head now. She looks like a little duckling. I'm pleased for this. On the other hand comes Thanksgiving. This use to be my favorite, the one I so looked forward to. Now it's just plagued with death anniversaries and being the last holiday spent with several family members no longer of this place. **SIGH** Well, I'mpretty much convinced that if we get through placing the tombstone on Marc's grave, that this will be the beggining of the downward spiral that was once a marriage. At this point, I just need a good friend to talk to. Not someone to talk to about my problems, but someone that I share something in common with. Someone who will make me laugh and feel good about me. The things that I don't get at home. I wonder if that's wrong? I'm not trying to find a boyfriend or anything like that. Just a good friend, and for some reason, the women just never do that for me.......Why is life so complicated????