Listen Up You who like to start drama....

[diamondcutter06]

Alright, apparently I am not free to say whatever I want to say in my own goddamn journal. Listen people, and this is directed at those of you who probably aren't even my friend, but have nothing better to do than read my journal because you are bored and like to start drama: If you wanna read my journal so you can go report what I say to others in order to try to start something, don't bother... I don't do drama. If someone starts bitching at me, I will just ignore it. I WILL call someone who threw a fucking wooden ball at me a bitch. She is. I will not "get over it" because there was never any explanation or "real" apology to give me reason to. I mean, I don't exactly dedicate time to hating her or anything like that, but as far as I'm concerned I really don't want to see her again... I prefer sane people. And if someone says some truly horrible things about me (which she says were taken out of context and were jokes... which I believe to an extent, but they were still said) and I want to mention that, I am allowed. We did work things out to a degree, but I was writing because I was concerned I was being too forgiving too soon/easily... not because I don't consider her a friend, because I do. However, that was not the point of writing that. Now whoever mentioned this to her clearly just wants to start crap, I can't think of another reason really because I wasn't trying to map out sides and he-said she-said BS... I'm done with that. YOU WON'T DRAG ME INTO YOUR IMMATURE LITTLE WORLD WHERE MY LIFE IS YOUR PERSONAL ENTERTAINMENT.. so stop trying :) Get a life of your own, please? I live mine, you live yours. Sound like a good idea? Because I will keep writing what I want... it's my journal.. it's for me, not you. You may read it, but what I write is there for me to look back at and think about, etc. NOT to start petty fights. Notice I didn't write about the situation BEFORE a resolution was reached. We worked out some differences and agreed to stay friends... THEN I wrote about that I was concerned if I was being too forgiving, etc. That is not asking you to tell her about what I wrote to start more crap... grow up.

P.S. I edited the previous entry JUST for you. Check it out if you must.