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ok stop writing about how im not worht your time and how your gona forget about me and just fuckin do it! AHHHH people piss me off sooo ridiculously bad :-). yes thats right shane im smilin cuz i get happy wen i get pissed... anyways i went to brendas right after school and was chillin wit her burnsy and nikki and we smoked then we were hackin then kevin called and started askin me bout pauls knife and i was like is that the only reason u called and he said maybe and i got pissed and was like fuck you then! and i hung up... i only got pissed cuz i was incredibly happy wen i saw kevin was callin me out of the blue... but just to bitch... grrr so i went home and called him back and he was like way to be cool and hang up on me wen ur wit ur friends and he hung up on me and i called back and was like i would have hung up on u anyways and i hung up haha then jim called me back and was like you just missed your last chance to see us and i was like wat do u mean when? and he was like we were just in whitman... right around the time you hung up on kevin... then we got off the phone and i tweaked out. i was sooo upset that i missed seeing them but at the same time sooo fuckin relieved... i mean its like i know they both suck at life and are soo not worth my time yet i want them in my life so bad... so since i know theyre bad i do w/e i can to get them out of my life subconciously lol like i called jim up wen we had just decided to be friends again and i told him i was gona stab his pregnant girlfriend cuz she pissed me off.. lol and that got us in a fight and made me happy... idk i just constantly pick fights wit them hoping that one of these days they'll get sick of my shit and take off and ill have no choice other then to not talk to them... meh anyways after that this juggalo aaron called and him and justin came and picked me up, we smoked a couple bowls and had a few beers then watched big money hustlas :-) i was psyched i havnt seen that in like a year. then we chilled and it was good lol haha only jay and tasha know wat im talkin bout... FINALLY! ANYWAYSS then i came home nad he lent me behind the paint so ive been readin that since... good fuckin book... i got a lot of shit for it at school... gay. this kid told me i was obsessed with them because i was readin the book and i wore an icp hat yesterday... people are so cool like OMG! anyways... i gota be at work in an hour and a half and i got no ride so ima go smoke a bowl then walk my ass across town in the fuckin freezin ass winter.... AKA SOMEONE COME PICK ME UP!!!