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I feel like im going to puke. I hate this feeling. It's so stupid, I'm being stupid. My god, it's not a big deal. But, I still manage to make it one, and make a fool out of myself. But everytime I think about it I get so angry and sad. Which is so lame. yuuuuuck.
I'm just glad I got to spend time with my dad this weekend, and I get to see Jason tomorrow. It's been long over due. And I'm sorry I haven't been the best friend lately. I've been so caught up in everything else, that I have sort of been pushing my friends away. So for that I'm really sorry. And I'm sorry for crying to you so much yesterday, but you never fail to put a smile on my face. That's why you are my best friend.
I have been watching America's Next Top Model since three today. God I love that show. :)
Ahhh I need some ice cream and a hot shower. And sleep. I haven't got to sleep in past 10 for about 3 or 4 months now. That is so unusual for me haha.
I'm sorry for being stupid. I understand, I was just really hurt. There were a lot of things you could have done differently, and maybe I would have been more understanding. Ah well by tomorrow I will have had two nights to sleep on it, and hopefully I'll be better.