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My best plan is to pretend you don't exist. Or perhaps never existed. My best plan is to hope for the so aptly named Sunshine- of the spotless mind.
Today, in a new relationship -(Scary word. Let's try another)- a new love (What is love? Does my heart need to feel something to be in love?)- a new boy. A new try....
Today. Today I brave the D folder. And I see your soft yellow words. Your love soaked sharing and caring. Your intentional gentle cross ocean intimacy. Your learned and essential vulnerability.
And
My best plan
is to close the folder.
Today, in a new relationship -(Scary word. Let's try another)- a new love (What is love? Does my heart need to feel something to be in love?)- a new boy. A new try....
Today. Today I brave the D folder. And I see your soft yellow words. Your love soaked sharing and caring. Your intentional gentle cross ocean intimacy. Your learned and essential vulnerability.
And
My best plan
is to close the folder.