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There is no waiting for the jealousy this time. No wondering if he'll end up in someone else's arms. He will. Perhaps he already has.
In this moment, I choose to feel relief and freedom to do the same. Fulling knowing that I really, honestly just want him.
My best friend. My very best friend for so long. Thousands of hours of conversations.
I decided to cheer myself up with a random video. The first one I found was a funny goat video. This was a bad choice.
I don't remember how to survive this. How do I pass the years more quickly.... ?
In this moment, I choose to feel relief and freedom to do the same. Fulling knowing that I really, honestly just want him.
My best friend. My very best friend for so long. Thousands of hours of conversations.
I decided to cheer myself up with a random video. The first one I found was a funny goat video. This was a bad choice.
I don't remember how to survive this. How do I pass the years more quickly.... ?