I Need Your OpinionPeople
So I think there's a good chance there maybe a new boy in my life but I'm not rushing into anything for the shear fact that I'm scared shitless! First I'll give you a little history about how I came to know him. I meet him through some mutual friends Tracy and Adam I've known Tracy since like middle school so we go WAY back and her boyfriend Adam is a newer friend of mine. Adam was living in Illinois but he moved up here to be with Tracy and they've been dating for 6 months so anyway while Adam was still living in Illinois I talked to one of his friends Chaz and things didn't work out because for obvious reasons I was here in Wisconsin and he was in Illinois and it was rare I was going to see him because my son Hunter is my number one priority well anyway Adam came up here for one last visit before he moved up here permanently and happened to bring his friend Chris and it wasn't an instant attraction because he was hooking up with one of Tracy's other friends and I wanted no part of that, well anyway I told Chaz things weren't going to work out so we should be friends well he got all pissy at me and was like yeah remember my boy Chris he said you were ugly and I'm like that's fine he's entitled to his opinion and thought nothing more about Chris. Well it just so happens Chris moved up here and last Saturday Tracy, Adam, Chris,Tabby(our other friend) and I all hung out at Tracy and Adam's apartment and drank and watched movies. Well Tracy, Adam and I were all on the couch and some how it came up that Adam blurted out the fact that I didn't like Chris and would never hook up with him and I corrected him and told him I never said that and told Adam what Chaz said about Chris thinking I was ugly and Chris was like What?! I never said that so I found out Chaz lied to me who knows why. So after we got that out of the way Chris wanted me to go sit by him which I didn't have a problem with and after Tracy and Adam went to bed, Chris and I stayed in the living room to watch the other video and talked. So then this past Tuesday I went over to Tracy's and Adams again and this time I brought Hunter with me because we spent all day in Waupaca visiting my old room mates Emily and Matt and their newborn daughter. It was so cute Tracy has this sort of hyper dog Bubba and with Hunter being on the monitor the cord can sometimes get yanked on by others or pets so Chris stood in front of Hunter and I so the cord wouldn't pull on Hunter and also anyone who smokes I don't allow to hold Hunter because of his lungs being so premature and they just can't handle second hand smoke so I either say no or if I'm at a their house I have them change their clothes if they're really interested in holding him. Well Tracy needed me for something so I asked Chris to hold him but he was reluctant because he smokes and he was afraid he smelled like smoke and I reassured him he didn't because he was sitting next to me and all I could smell was his cologne(which smelled WONDERFUL) Well then I was getting ready to leave because I had to go home and feed Hunter, Chris said that he would walk me out to my car which I thought was super sweet never had a guy do that for me before and when I got Hunter all set in the car Chris gave me a kiss and asked me when he'd see me again and I'm like maybe this weekend and he's like MAYBE ? I'm like okay we'll hang out this weekend and he's like good I was hoping you'd say that so I believe Saturday we're hanging out.
Waupaca went okay I got upset because Emily was bragging about how fast she lost all her pregnancy weight and how she was back down to what she weighed before she got pregnant, which is okay because some do lose it faster than others. Anyway she made the comment yeah after all she went through with her pregnancy it's the least that could've happened to her. Oh yeah maybe she had a complicated labor because she was in labor for 17.5 hrs her daughter was face up the entire time of delivery and the umbilical cord was around her neck and I guess she tore too, that doesn't sound like much fun but for anyone who knows my situation with Hunter that's nothing compared to what I went through or am still going through with him and that comment shouldn't have been made in my presence. I don't know maybe I'm just being weird. I won't bore you with all the boring bull shit I'll just give those of you who don't know a quick recap. Hunter is a preemie I delivered him at 29 weeks but because my placenta stopped working he wasn't getting the nutrients he needed so he was the size of a 27 week old baby, he weighed 2# 0.8 oz when he was born also I had an emergency C-section done on me, which by the way is MAJOR SURGERY!! because if I would've waited two more days there was a good chance I could've had a still born. Hunter then spent the next 7 weeks in the hospital hooked up to ventilators and all sorts of other machines I almost lost him a couple of times thank god he's a fighter and when he was finally able to come home he was sent home on oxygen tank and an apnea monitor he did come off the oxygen after about two weeks but to this day he's still on his apnea monitor. It's like how dare you, you make it sound like you had it so much worse than me trust me I would've given anything to have a full term baby and would've gladly gone through labor to ensure my child would be healthy but no instead she says I'm the "lucky" one because I got to have a C-section.
Well I did enough venting for one night so I'm turning in. Good night All.
Waupaca went okay I got upset because Emily was bragging about how fast she lost all her pregnancy weight and how she was back down to what she weighed before she got pregnant, which is okay because some do lose it faster than others. Anyway she made the comment yeah after all she went through with her pregnancy it's the least that could've happened to her. Oh yeah maybe she had a complicated labor because she was in labor for 17.5 hrs her daughter was face up the entire time of delivery and the umbilical cord was around her neck and I guess she tore too, that doesn't sound like much fun but for anyone who knows my situation with Hunter that's nothing compared to what I went through or am still going through with him and that comment shouldn't have been made in my presence. I don't know maybe I'm just being weird. I won't bore you with all the boring bull shit I'll just give those of you who don't know a quick recap. Hunter is a preemie I delivered him at 29 weeks but because my placenta stopped working he wasn't getting the nutrients he needed so he was the size of a 27 week old baby, he weighed 2# 0.8 oz when he was born also I had an emergency C-section done on me, which by the way is MAJOR SURGERY!! because if I would've waited two more days there was a good chance I could've had a still born. Hunter then spent the next 7 weeks in the hospital hooked up to ventilators and all sorts of other machines I almost lost him a couple of times thank god he's a fighter and when he was finally able to come home he was sent home on oxygen tank and an apnea monitor he did come off the oxygen after about two weeks but to this day he's still on his apnea monitor. It's like how dare you, you make it sound like you had it so much worse than me trust me I would've given anything to have a full term baby and would've gladly gone through labor to ensure my child would be healthy but no instead she says I'm the "lucky" one because I got to have a C-section.
Well I did enough venting for one night so I'm turning in. Good night All.