nice..
it has been awhile since i chatted non stop on msn for 4 hrs plus...
i like how the way it turned out ...
very natural...
very soothing ...
relaxing... no pretends ... no hype.
nothing romantic ... just a conversation full of mockings,laughing.funny.a very cute chat.
enjoyed every second of it.
he brought me back to my roots , he reminds me of who i really am.... a fren whom i really respect.
honest.
i like honesty .
i can never chat like tt to my dates/bf/close frens...
he's just someone special - fyi- ( im not in love)
i always love conversations that set me back into deep thoughts ...
he's different .. a very unique gay man
--
frens keep asking me where are all my dates... they seems more anxious than me sia
they're still fluttering ard ...just that im not ready. maybe til i see a gd one...
"the one is coming"...they predicted. (funny)
thou nt really into love now.
just let it come natutrally la.hor.?
if im ready ...
--
recently ... i see many ppl whining n grieving on things tt happened long long ago...
come on ... wake up .. just move on la ... its just karma la ...
its so simple and yet ppl just cant get this into their head ...
stranded on the same place ... looking over their shoulders n hope for a miracle. wth.
not like ur lives ending at this point ...
continue ur journey... be happy
u can nvr get out of the problems .. til u face them urself.
be brave .... just face the truth .. no point escaping ...
life is about realising mistakes.
life is about learning new things everyday..
when ure' lonely. ure' not alone.
even when u r alone... dun feel lonely
keep niaming abt the same old things... not sian meh ? i listen oso tired.
it has to be intrinsic to be happy
no other ways
---
less than 5 mths i'll be out of this ns shit.
cant wait.. i have to make up my mind quick of what i should be doing
---
at the end of the day ..
i just wan to earn more money n give my parents a better lifestyle
i want to bring them overseas... with my own money
the only problem is my dad's health.
i need to make sure that the country that we're visiting has a good hospital that he can go for his kidney dialysis for 3 hours every alternate days.
my dad doesnt behave like how u watch those sad clips in the NKF charity shows.. totally opposite
my dad is a one of a kind funny guy who wakes up 3 am in the morning reading LAO FU ZI comics(versions 1970-2008) 2 pages a time. nothing more. sort of opening his day with a "joke of a day" and trust me. 4/5 of those comics he is reading now is what i've been seeing lying ard the house from jalan bukit merah to Pasir ris for almost 21 yrs ANTIQUES.. he reads them over n over again...and starts laughing so loud tt my mum , if not , me. or my sisters have to wake up to SCREAM at him ... almost a standard procedure every wee hours. doing 50 push ups at 6am and starts practising his kung fu.(he was a lion - dragon dance,kung fu ..taichi, sword ..whatever weapons u name it, "SHI FU" with over 700 students ) when he still has his six pecs .. 28 yrs ago. appeared in newspaper too.. and he treats his newspaper article cuttings and photos so dearly man. an old man's alter ego i can only understand when i hit his age.. "56"
he doesnt frown. never loses his temper.and even flirts with the nurses in the clinic everyday.... hmm ...jialat ..
n he loves riding his bicycle with my mum, riding her own "auntie bicycle" with that kind of very into it basket infront n go "pat tor" ard Pasir ris..
...
my eldest sister just bought me this facial wash from dermalogica which she swears by it to be super effective for removing impurities...
i wonder wats her hidden agenda for her sudden kind gestures... sounds especially courteous n sweet today.
if im right... should be something to do with hair.(not again)....
...
Kooning now...
its a beautiful day, peeps..., if not. make it one.
=]
muacks
i like how the way it turned out ...
very natural...
very soothing ...
relaxing... no pretends ... no hype.
nothing romantic ... just a conversation full of mockings,laughing.funny.a very cute chat.
enjoyed every second of it.
he brought me back to my roots , he reminds me of who i really am.... a fren whom i really respect.
honest.
i like honesty .
i can never chat like tt to my dates/bf/close frens...
he's just someone special - fyi- ( im not in love)
i always love conversations that set me back into deep thoughts ...
he's different .. a very unique gay man
--
frens keep asking me where are all my dates... they seems more anxious than me sia
they're still fluttering ard ...just that im not ready. maybe til i see a gd one...
"the one is coming"...they predicted. (funny)
thou nt really into love now.
just let it come natutrally la.hor.?
if im ready ...
--
recently ... i see many ppl whining n grieving on things tt happened long long ago...
come on ... wake up .. just move on la ... its just karma la ...
its so simple and yet ppl just cant get this into their head ...
stranded on the same place ... looking over their shoulders n hope for a miracle. wth.
not like ur lives ending at this point ...
continue ur journey... be happy
u can nvr get out of the problems .. til u face them urself.
be brave .... just face the truth .. no point escaping ...
life is about realising mistakes.
life is about learning new things everyday..
when ure' lonely. ure' not alone.
even when u r alone... dun feel lonely
keep niaming abt the same old things... not sian meh ? i listen oso tired.
it has to be intrinsic to be happy
no other ways
---
less than 5 mths i'll be out of this ns shit.
cant wait.. i have to make up my mind quick of what i should be doing
---
at the end of the day ..
i just wan to earn more money n give my parents a better lifestyle
i want to bring them overseas... with my own money
the only problem is my dad's health.
i need to make sure that the country that we're visiting has a good hospital that he can go for his kidney dialysis for 3 hours every alternate days.
my dad doesnt behave like how u watch those sad clips in the NKF charity shows.. totally opposite
my dad is a one of a kind funny guy who wakes up 3 am in the morning reading LAO FU ZI comics(versions 1970-2008) 2 pages a time. nothing more. sort of opening his day with a "joke of a day" and trust me. 4/5 of those comics he is reading now is what i've been seeing lying ard the house from jalan bukit merah to Pasir ris for almost 21 yrs ANTIQUES.. he reads them over n over again...and starts laughing so loud tt my mum , if not , me. or my sisters have to wake up to SCREAM at him ... almost a standard procedure every wee hours. doing 50 push ups at 6am and starts practising his kung fu.(he was a lion - dragon dance,kung fu ..taichi, sword ..whatever weapons u name it, "SHI FU" with over 700 students ) when he still has his six pecs .. 28 yrs ago. appeared in newspaper too.. and he treats his newspaper article cuttings and photos so dearly man. an old man's alter ego i can only understand when i hit his age.. "56"
he doesnt frown. never loses his temper.and even flirts with the nurses in the clinic everyday.... hmm ...jialat ..
n he loves riding his bicycle with my mum, riding her own "auntie bicycle" with that kind of very into it basket infront n go "pat tor" ard Pasir ris..
...
my eldest sister just bought me this facial wash from dermalogica which she swears by it to be super effective for removing impurities...
i wonder wats her hidden agenda for her sudden kind gestures... sounds especially courteous n sweet today.
if im right... should be something to do with hair.(not again)....
...
Kooning now...
its a beautiful day, peeps..., if not. make it one.
=]
muacks