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I'm slipping back. Into how I used to feel.
Blank, depressed, moody. Something out of a Lifetime TV movie.
All I want is for someone to save me from myself.
I want a friend to make me happy and forget how I feel right now.
I always come to work and end up feeling like this. And then I want to cry, but I fight back the tears because they will make my eyes all puffy.
I can't stand to live in this world I've created for myself. Everything I talk about is safe. I dwell on things that come from Ikea. It's the only thing that keeps me gonig. Homegoods.
I just bought two memory foam pillows. I hope they will help me sleep better.
I'm having a hard time describing how I feel lately. There is so much emotion suck inside, and I have no way to get it out.
I'm so angry at so many people and I have no way of telling them so. It makes me crazy to think about.
why the fuck do I keep getting let down? Am I just not good enough or something.
Blank, depressed, moody. Something out of a Lifetime TV movie.
All I want is for someone to save me from myself.
I want a friend to make me happy and forget how I feel right now.
I always come to work and end up feeling like this. And then I want to cry, but I fight back the tears because they will make my eyes all puffy.
I can't stand to live in this world I've created for myself. Everything I talk about is safe. I dwell on things that come from Ikea. It's the only thing that keeps me gonig. Homegoods.
I just bought two memory foam pillows. I hope they will help me sleep better.
I'm having a hard time describing how I feel lately. There is so much emotion suck inside, and I have no way to get it out.
I'm so angry at so many people and I have no way of telling them so. It makes me crazy to think about.
why the fuck do I keep getting let down? Am I just not good enough or something.