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So I need some help. I am absolutely lost about what to do with my life. I am on the verge of graduating from Alfred University aaaand I don't actually want to go into psychology (which is what my degree is in). As a result I'm feeling completely disconnected from everyone and everything. I also feel like I've wasted a lot of time and energy on something I don't actually enjoy.
On top of all that, I've become totally bitter about my current life situation. I feel like my senior year got yank out from under me and I can't relax and enjoy being a college student while I still have the chance. Worst of all, there is no one to blame for it but myself.
I've been really lonely lately and kind of depressed. So, I've been thinking about getting a dog to keep my company. The only problem is that I don't know where I'm going to be next year and I don't want to have to plan around owning a pet.
I am so very, very bitter.
So, I was thinking that what I would really like to do is work with animals. And, as such, I'm thinking about leaving Alfred and coming back to CT to look for jobs.
Yet I've become really accustomed to my lifestyle here in New York. I get to live with Emma. When I leave here, she will most likely stay, and this scares me. I will be on my own. For real.
This is really scary for me.
I have no plan of action. No direction. All college has managed to do for me is help me discover exactly what I don't want to do. I have gotten no closer to who I want to become or where I want to be.
Discouraged. Totally discouraged.
Sooo, yeah. I'm thinking of moving to CT because I've got a much better chance of finding something I actually want to do out there. However, there is no way in hell I will be able to stand living with my family.
Anybody want a roomate?
So I need some help. I am absolutely lost about what to do with my life. I am on the verge of graduating from Alfred University aaaand I don't actually want to go into psychology (which is what my degree is in). As a result I'm feeling completely disconnected from everyone and everything. I also feel like I've wasted a lot of time and energy on something I don't actually enjoy.
On top of all that, I've become totally bitter about my current life situation. I feel like my senior year got yank out from under me and I can't relax and enjoy being a college student while I still have the chance. Worst of all, there is no one to blame for it but myself.
I've been really lonely lately and kind of depressed. So, I've been thinking about getting a dog to keep my company. The only problem is that I don't know where I'm going to be next year and I don't want to have to plan around owning a pet.
I am so very, very bitter.
So, I was thinking that what I would really like to do is work with animals. And, as such, I'm thinking about leaving Alfred and coming back to CT to look for jobs.
Yet I've become really accustomed to my lifestyle here in New York. I get to live with Emma. When I leave here, she will most likely stay, and this scares me. I will be on my own. For real.
This is really scary for me.
I have no plan of action. No direction. All college has managed to do for me is help me discover exactly what I don't want to do. I have gotten no closer to who I want to become or where I want to be.
Discouraged. Totally discouraged.
Sooo, yeah. I'm thinking of moving to CT because I've got a much better chance of finding something I actually want to do out there. However, there is no way in hell I will be able to stand living with my family.
Anybody want a roomate?