Jan 03, 2005 15:47
you know on december 28th 2003 i started to date the most wonderful girl in the world... i thought i found the one... hell i still do think that... she said that she had her last straw on newyears eve... and to be honest that was the day i found the true power of love... and the devestating force of finding out the feeling isnt mutual... its not like i didn't see it coming... hell, its not like it wasn't in my face for so long... that didn't matter and to be honest it still dosn't... i have felt the power of love... i see it in her smile and i feel it in every bone in my body... i can't shake it. I have this feeling inside me that i will never be able to shake this massive love i have for this woman... i dont think i want to either... i honestly do want her in my life forever... and there are only a select few who made that list never anyone in a year... hell the second best track record is steve with three years (Caleb being the exception since he has always been there and i would never change that)
i guess all there is to do now is pick up the millions of pieces and hope for the best... or kill myself but i like the first idea better because steve wont have to clean up my O+
HARhar!
i think i am going to go dance tonight... with my dancing friends...
i dont think i should say "that is all..." anymore... so from now on i am going to say
now i'm stuffed...