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so, I really really really want to go see my family. I miss them so much! I miss my brothers, I miss my grandparents and cousins, my aunts and uncles. I want to see the new addition to the family, Breanna, and I want to give my gifts to everyone.
I had a freaky dream last night that had a lot of death and missing people in it. Bill came back to CT (in real life he did, with his dog Smokey), so I went to see him (in my dream) and could only find his dog. Mom was missing too. Then I went to my neighbors house (Meagan's house in Mpls) and we (aka the dog and I) were looking out at the pond and there were all kinds of dead ducks. Everything was dirty, dingy and sad. And then I was watching news and there was a picture of Tony, Rick and Shawn. Apparently they went to trial. Mom appeared and told me that "Yea, they were executed this morning". Then I saw their smiling faces change to pain, then to dead. And there all stood there as if hung by individually by invisble noose(s).
It freaked me out. I haven't seen any of them in such a long time.
I wish I had money. I would buy a ticket to MN in a heartbeat.