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usually i keep these kinds of posts private... but not this time.
i'm a fucking retard. i hate myself, i feel like shit, and i should. i will probably always feel like shit and i will never forgive myself for what happened. i didn't know what i was doing.. but that doesn't fucking matter.. because it happened and i am a horrible person. God, i love you so much, how could i do that?
i'm so sorry.
i don't know what to do.
i'm so goddamned sorry.
i love you babe, more than you'll probably know or think. i love you so much... way to go me, screwing up peoples lives, hurting the people i love most, ruining birthdays, and being an all-around fuckup
i'm a fucking retard. i hate myself, i feel like shit, and i should. i will probably always feel like shit and i will never forgive myself for what happened. i didn't know what i was doing.. but that doesn't fucking matter.. because it happened and i am a horrible person. God, i love you so much, how could i do that?
i'm so sorry.
i don't know what to do.
i'm so goddamned sorry.
i love you babe, more than you'll probably know or think. i love you so much... way to go me, screwing up peoples lives, hurting the people i love most, ruining birthdays, and being an all-around fuckup