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My Mother is driving me crazy. I just don't know what to think anymore.
First, she tells me that I must get a job this summer. Then, she tells me last night that she never said that. That it would be fine if I looked at some academic programs at other colleges for the summer. Then, I get this email from her telling me that it's unreasonable for me to expect them to pay tuition for a summer program as well as my annual tuition for Smith.
I mean, it's fine if they don't want to pay for me to go to another academic program for summer. But she should have just said that originally! It's not like I'm just trying to pry more money out of them. She said it would be okay if I looked at some schools, so I said I would look around.
And she says that she and my father are doing their best to make that place my home. Please. All they do is bitch at me that if I don't have any friends I should make some. Where am I going to do that? I won't have been there for more than a total of two months by this summer. That place will never be my home. I despise everything about it. Maybe if I knew the area, knew the neighbors...god, knew anybody then maybe it wouldn't be so bad, the the truth is that I don't. The only person I really know in the general vicinity is Fefe, and she probably won't even be there, and if she is, it's not like I can harass her constantly.
So I just don't know what to do. My parents have made it abundantly clear that they don't want me there, yet they seem totally unwilling to let me go anywhere else.
On a lighter note...here are some funny Emma quotes from dinner:
Emma: Right! Sex, on Monday. I need to find out who is coming.
Kate: I'm not sure I could hold up a strapless corset.
Emma: I don't know...*looks directly at Kate's boobs*
Emma: Yes, it's always the quiet asexual ones.
First, she tells me that I must get a job this summer. Then, she tells me last night that she never said that. That it would be fine if I looked at some academic programs at other colleges for the summer. Then, I get this email from her telling me that it's unreasonable for me to expect them to pay tuition for a summer program as well as my annual tuition for Smith.
I mean, it's fine if they don't want to pay for me to go to another academic program for summer. But she should have just said that originally! It's not like I'm just trying to pry more money out of them. She said it would be okay if I looked at some schools, so I said I would look around.
And she says that she and my father are doing their best to make that place my home. Please. All they do is bitch at me that if I don't have any friends I should make some. Where am I going to do that? I won't have been there for more than a total of two months by this summer. That place will never be my home. I despise everything about it. Maybe if I knew the area, knew the neighbors...god, knew anybody then maybe it wouldn't be so bad, the the truth is that I don't. The only person I really know in the general vicinity is Fefe, and she probably won't even be there, and if she is, it's not like I can harass her constantly.
So I just don't know what to do. My parents have made it abundantly clear that they don't want me there, yet they seem totally unwilling to let me go anywhere else.
On a lighter note...here are some funny Emma quotes from dinner:
Emma: Right! Sex, on Monday. I need to find out who is coming.
Kate: I'm not sure I could hold up a strapless corset.
Emma: I don't know...*looks directly at Kate's boobs*
Emma: Yes, it's always the quiet asexual ones.