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How to start...Dear Amadaeus? Ha.
I realy want to hurt something.
Is it wrong to get pleasure from that?
I hope it is wrong.
I never want to go for the kill, i always want to go for the hurt.
I havent had a chance to write before. It is an interesting feeling. Amadaeus thinks he is checking his emails at work at the moment, perhaps he is, i am not to sure how it all works.
Everytime you thinks i have gone away i come back. Its so amusing to watch you meditate or focus, practice his foolish swords, or even play a game. The annoying thing is that those things work, you focus's and i fade. But i always come back. There will always be something to bring me back. You is a fool. How i enjoy watching you cry when you thinks about me, about how nobody believes you, not even your brother or your "Kitten". His kitten. She should be mine. But i would get bored, i always do. No you can have her. He seems to realy love her, which surprises me realy. I didnt think he would ever love again.
Not that it matters, whatever gets him through the day. Its only a matter of time before i come back stronger.
I wonder what you will do when he see's this. Erase it i am sure. You never checks your livejournal tho, so i may have some time.
You are a weak coward and i will make you learn. When he sees this he will be so upset. But it will be good for him, it will make him stronger. Yes, you heard me, i am doing this for you.
I wonder if i can password this entry, so he cant erase it. That would be so funny. Watching him scrabble about trying to erase it before anyone see's it. All upset and panic'd. It would be something to see.
Well i cant be bothered with this anymore.
And you will soon have to go back to work, your mind is so irritatingly focused when it wants to be.
Goodbye everyone, its been a peach.
Lamont
I realy want to hurt something.
Is it wrong to get pleasure from that?
I hope it is wrong.
I never want to go for the kill, i always want to go for the hurt.
I havent had a chance to write before. It is an interesting feeling. Amadaeus thinks he is checking his emails at work at the moment, perhaps he is, i am not to sure how it all works.
Everytime you thinks i have gone away i come back. Its so amusing to watch you meditate or focus, practice his foolish swords, or even play a game. The annoying thing is that those things work, you focus's and i fade. But i always come back. There will always be something to bring me back. You is a fool. How i enjoy watching you cry when you thinks about me, about how nobody believes you, not even your brother or your "Kitten". His kitten. She should be mine. But i would get bored, i always do. No you can have her. He seems to realy love her, which surprises me realy. I didnt think he would ever love again.
Not that it matters, whatever gets him through the day. Its only a matter of time before i come back stronger.
I wonder what you will do when he see's this. Erase it i am sure. You never checks your livejournal tho, so i may have some time.
You are a weak coward and i will make you learn. When he sees this he will be so upset. But it will be good for him, it will make him stronger. Yes, you heard me, i am doing this for you.
I wonder if i can password this entry, so he cant erase it. That would be so funny. Watching him scrabble about trying to erase it before anyone see's it. All upset and panic'd. It would be something to see.
Well i cant be bothered with this anymore.
And you will soon have to go back to work, your mind is so irritatingly focused when it wants to be.
Goodbye everyone, its been a peach.
Lamont