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After reading that blog entry I eventually decided to email her. I think im just going to post the email and reply.
My email.
"Its been half a year Holly, my feeling toward you havent changed. Im still in love with you and miss you every day. I realize that that you arent coming back to me. It breaks my heart everytime I think about it.
My hope is that in those six months you have come to a better understanding of why you left me. An understanding that will help you enter the next relationship, one that you can share with me and perhaps help me find closure.
I know how you are, your first instinct is to delete this email and forget about it. It would mean alot to me if you didnt. You cared about me at some point, please reach into your heart and help mend mine."
Her Responce.
"Alex,
I respect that you feel like you haven't been able to move on. So I'm going to say this because you are asking me to. You are a nice person, and very attentive to other people. We got along fine most of the time, and have a decent amount in common. I tried to make it work with you because you were a good person, but unfortunately, the amount of chemistry that I think is needed in a relationship wasn't there for me, as it was apparently for you. Because of this, things that wouldn't normally bother me, did bother me. Honestly, creating a detailed list is unimportant because everything that would be on it is small and petty and shouldn't matter to anyone. Adding it all up and creating a negative feeling within me just means you weren't right for me. I just don't love you, and I want you to accept this and move on. Maybe we can be friends one day, but it seems like you aren't ready for that."
My email.
"Its been half a year Holly, my feeling toward you havent changed. Im still in love with you and miss you every day. I realize that that you arent coming back to me. It breaks my heart everytime I think about it.
My hope is that in those six months you have come to a better understanding of why you left me. An understanding that will help you enter the next relationship, one that you can share with me and perhaps help me find closure.
I know how you are, your first instinct is to delete this email and forget about it. It would mean alot to me if you didnt. You cared about me at some point, please reach into your heart and help mend mine."
Her Responce.
"Alex,
I respect that you feel like you haven't been able to move on. So I'm going to say this because you are asking me to. You are a nice person, and very attentive to other people. We got along fine most of the time, and have a decent amount in common. I tried to make it work with you because you were a good person, but unfortunately, the amount of chemistry that I think is needed in a relationship wasn't there for me, as it was apparently for you. Because of this, things that wouldn't normally bother me, did bother me. Honestly, creating a detailed list is unimportant because everything that would be on it is small and petty and shouldn't matter to anyone. Adding it all up and creating a negative feeling within me just means you weren't right for me. I just don't love you, and I want you to accept this and move on. Maybe we can be friends one day, but it seems like you aren't ready for that."