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I should just delete this livejournal. I dont like the damn thing anyway. Now you say "Why is he updating then?" Well, Im kinda bored and have shit on my mind. I cant relax. I woke up too early this morning and am still tired. I would actually go in to work today because Im so bored. I feel weird. I really want things to be the way they were last summer. I want Brittney and I to have a lot of fun and to reconnect to the way we were a year ago. Soon it will be a year and a half. I love her so much. What we have is the only thing that makes me happy anymore. I have like 2 more hours of boredom to get past before I get to talk to her. Then another couple of hours before I get to see her. I need to stop screwing things up or Ill ruin everything. It looks like I wont have enough money to get a decent car by the end of summer. If I took what I will have when summer is over, I could get something, but I want a car that is going to be good and last me. Something good for me. Im not gonna go all cheap on this. Fuck it, Ill try to get something other than another fucking four cylinder POS.