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I have some time on my hands, so here I am. I probably should be doing something like homework. I dont have any for tomorrow, but I could be doing some future work. I dont feel like it right now. The midpoint of the semester is coming up and I know Ill have a little bit more work. That stresses me out, but Im gonna ignore it for a while
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See one day out of the month i cant help but write here either its out of habit or out of a hope left in me that you will come back as a great friend that you were and always will be.The grundge is gone far too long and dude its no meaning to this madness. Ive havent written a single piece of poetry without stopping on the second line its like im dead inside and ive become those thousands of lines i used to write. Dead. This is terrible this is completly and utterly a massacre to me
I made it this way. I pushed you to this tho its my fault. I remember i used to just avoid even hanging out with u to avoid seeing the person that i think brought me to alot of the dumb decisions i made. I donno if your waiting for me to say the right thing but if u wanna reply to me block me from ur life. Dissapear then ill know u truely hate me. I am in a peacefull voice no hostility needed. I come to you as a man. I ask you to finish this friendship. I cant block u cause i always come back. Make it hard for me to even want to. You tell me u will block my sn and you never did. Im confused. If you hate me you would try to block me like u did tracy cause i know u well you blocked her out of ur life. Completly but ur still holding on u just wont do that. When i "hated" lauren for 3 months i blocked her but i would watch her on other sn's i pretend to be jeff and talk to her and ridicule her to see if she defend me or herself tested her to her limits. But if i truely hated her i be with melissa. TRue? False? i had other options if i hated lauren. But i didnt completely block her when i could of.Karma could be kicking me in the ass for wat i did to her. The only reason i went back to her was cause corey corey showed me alot. Corey is gone now tho to school. 5 years we were a diabolical unit we thoght alike acted alike ran like brothers. Given my mind you cant just think ill let that great friendship go i cant Unless i see that you have. You told me bros for life. But if u want to go back on ur word then man show me you hate me otherwise ur holding on as well you can not respond to me or even bitch me out but look at urself think about why this even started i have thought of that its my fault i appologized and dont even mention to me about money money is the root to all evil if u let 200$ hender ur decision
then fuck i donno wat to tell you.
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http://www.livejournal.com/users/diabolicmind/20121.html?thread=21145
Read that one.
Anyway, Im not gonna give you any closure, if thats what youre looking for, until I get my money. If you can IM me with this message "I have your money Mark", then we can agree on a way to settle shit.
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