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Its Saturday. I got off work at 230 and its snowy as hell. I screwed up. Brittney is mad because theres nothing to do and I know I made it worse. I just want to tell her that its hard for me during the week and I really need the weekends to help make up for it. I love being with her and its not something that I take for granted. When we are bored and theres nothing to do, I like to look on the bright side and realize that its great that we are together. I wish I wasnt such a crappy boyfriend. I should have stopped annoying her a lot earlier today but now shes mad at me. I dont blame her. I guess I do want too much attention. I kind of thought that she would be the same way because of how the weeks are. She wont even talk to me. I fuck things up way too much. I really do try to think of things to do during the weekends but there isnt much to do in Farmington. It sucks that its snowing because that limits our possibilities too. I think its definitly time to plan a romantic day for her. Ill make sure that she loves it/me. Maybe she needs to be reminded about the fact that I do love her and that I just need her. Maybe she forgot that she is the most special thing to me ever. Shes still ignoring me. I wish I wasnt so stupid sometimes. I should have left her alone and just stopped bugging her. Of course dumbass me had to push too hard. Well I dunno. Hopefully she wont be mad at me forever.