confused , but clear

[diabolicalsmurf]

yeah , so its weird , my emotions have scintillated into a million shards , there is no one emotion to define how i feel

because i feel so many at once , regret , sad , happy , hopefull, quixotic , depressed , hyper , tired , sick

many others

i dont know

events have taken an interesting turn , if my life were a book , then this would be a intriuging part that would keep me turning the pages to see what happens next .....
it will keep me going just to see what happens around the corner ,

i have no regrets anymore

im leaving it in the hands of God (just for you jt)

and i will see what cards he deals me

-AJ