well this was a waste.
I just finished watching that movie "Mean Girls" and it really got me thinking.
That movie is pretty on scale with real life.
Of course there were a few over exagerated moments, though overall it's quite realistic.
Just thought I'd let that out.anyways...
I had a shitty week & basically I gave myself a shitty weekend.
I really wish I could figure out how to like baby sit myself & stop being so anoyying & immature about certain situations.
Some situations don't even qualify for those,it's more like being _________.
sorry cant think of the word
So basically I have major trust issues right now with Leon.
I really shouldnt because he loves me & I know he loves me & almost everyone else knows that too, but I just find it so hard for me to feel secure & safe in my relationships.
[Jeff left me for Lydia.Kevin used me & left me for some chick.Dustin (lets not even go there)&.Zak cheated on me with Catherine.]
The only person who hasnt hurt me (as of now) was Dan.
So far ((to my knowledge)) Leon hasnt cheated or done anything stupid but I still have this bad feeling,maybe things will start to look up and Leon will be different.
I feel like I'm the next Patricia.I don't wana say that but if he did it to her, he might do it to me too.
whatever I need to shut up & quit worrying cus its bullshit.
next!!!
That movie is pretty on scale with real life.
Of course there were a few over exagerated moments, though overall it's quite realistic.
Just thought I'd let that out.anyways...
I had a shitty week & basically I gave myself a shitty weekend.
I really wish I could figure out how to like baby sit myself & stop being so anoyying & immature about certain situations.
Some situations don't even qualify for those,it's more like being _________.
sorry cant think of the word
So basically I have major trust issues right now with Leon.
I really shouldnt because he loves me & I know he loves me & almost everyone else knows that too, but I just find it so hard for me to feel secure & safe in my relationships.
[Jeff left me for Lydia.Kevin used me & left me for some chick.Dustin (lets not even go there)&.Zak cheated on me with Catherine.]
The only person who hasnt hurt me (as of now) was Dan.
So far ((to my knowledge)) Leon hasnt cheated or done anything stupid but I still have this bad feeling,maybe things will start to look up and Leon will be different.
I feel like I'm the next Patricia.I don't wana say that but if he did it to her, he might do it to me too.
whatever I need to shut up & quit worrying cus its bullshit.
next!!!