old journal entry:sleepsleepMarch 13 2005, 06:02:22 UTC
Flouride Hydrogen
18.998 1.0079
WHOLESOME that face her face smiling through grimey been sitting in the barn too long cracked picture frame. But that smile shines out of its cracked shell- pristine. Only the eyes betray a slight inconsistancy, a tiny imbalance.. off key A crack, hardly visible to the naked eye.
I wonder why I alone have noticed this. May be a mirror, no my cracks are far more visible. Wide chasms, ripping across my face people wonder in which way to direct their gaze when they bother to speak to me.
The tips of my ears burn, crackle and turn viscose in the heat.
I can almost see through them now. Strange, the amber color they took on.
DOROSHOW. And the thoes of living in-between keep on assaulting these eyes that crack and crinkle in direct sunlight, tearing in bright light. I would like to crawl underground to smell the dampness that is beneath my feet, permanent, collecting, and I lie again. "Repent" the word beats with palpitations audible to the average ear, those caught nearby stop, ruminate momentarily, snap back into action, and wander away. swallow. swallow this.
Wind blows escaping these cracked bleached dried ribs that I humour day in and day out.
Crystalline semi solid sweet thought of you today and hid in this revelling rolling in you, but only momentarily HIDDEN from everyone else.
Hydrogen
18.998 1.0079
WHOLESOME that face
her face
smiling through grimey
been sitting in the barn too long
cracked picture frame.
But that smile shines out of its cracked
shell- pristine.
Only the eyes betray a slight
inconsistancy, a tiny imbalance..
off key
A crack, hardly visible to the naked
eye.
I wonder why I alone have noticed this.
May be a mirror, no
my cracks are far more visible.
Wide chasms, ripping across my face
people wonder in which way to direct their
gaze when they bother to speak to
me.
The tips of my ears burn, crackle and turn
viscose in the heat.
I can almost see through them now.
Strange, the amber color they took on.
DOROSHOW. And the thoes of living in-between keep on assaulting
these eyes that crack and crinkle in direct sunlight, tearing in
bright light. I would like to crawl underground to smell the
dampness that is beneath my feet, permanent, collecting, and I
lie again. "Repent" the word beats with palpitations audible
to the average ear, those caught nearby stop, ruminate
momentarily, snap back into action, and wander away.
swallow. swallow this.
Wind blows
escaping these cracked
bleached dried
ribs
that I humour
day in and day out.
Crystalline semi solid sweet
thought of you today
and hid in this
revelling
rolling in
you, but
only momentarily
HIDDEN
from everyone else.
(MERCY)
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