Havnt written in over a year
So if you read this its not my fault.
I haven't written on this thing in over 3 years....but I decided I had some things to say, and I know only one person will read this. HI PADON! I miss you! I hate Arlington, its so boring!
So yeah, its almost 2 in the morning, I'm tipsy, and this keyboard is very loud.
Over the past 2ish years i've been living in Austin I've grown a lot as a person i feel. Maybe for the better, maybe for the worse. I've done a lot of thinking about my friends, especially in the past few months, and I realize I have been quite a bad friend in the past. This is where I make my apologies, just cause I feel like I need to voice them.
Lets start with Josh. We dated for close to two years, and I was a really shitty boyfriend. In my mind I could have done no wrong, and you could have only done wrong. I treated you so awful and I feel terribly about it, cause I lost a really good thing because of it. I'm truly sorry, and I'm glad you're happy with Weston, jealous that you're happy with out me, but still glad you're happy.
Brandon. I feel like I've been a very self centered person with you as my friend. Whenever we hung out it was always what I want to do, and it was never about what you wanted to do. I'm sorry.
Padon. I love you dearly, and I feel like I'm doing to you what I did to Brandon. Except I feel responsible for some of the 'bad'' things you've done since I moved to Austin. Ex: smoking, drinking (more), and smoking. I'm really sorry. I love you with all of my heart.
Well....there's that. The three closest people in my life I've treated like crap, and that's my apology to them. I know only one person will read it but it feels good to get off my chest, or my fingertips...cause i'm typing...get it?....you don't?.....yeah me either
~SHaWN~
I haven't written on this thing in over 3 years....but I decided I had some things to say, and I know only one person will read this. HI PADON! I miss you! I hate Arlington, its so boring!
So yeah, its almost 2 in the morning, I'm tipsy, and this keyboard is very loud.
Over the past 2ish years i've been living in Austin I've grown a lot as a person i feel. Maybe for the better, maybe for the worse. I've done a lot of thinking about my friends, especially in the past few months, and I realize I have been quite a bad friend in the past. This is where I make my apologies, just cause I feel like I need to voice them.
Lets start with Josh. We dated for close to two years, and I was a really shitty boyfriend. In my mind I could have done no wrong, and you could have only done wrong. I treated you so awful and I feel terribly about it, cause I lost a really good thing because of it. I'm truly sorry, and I'm glad you're happy with Weston, jealous that you're happy with out me, but still glad you're happy.
Brandon. I feel like I've been a very self centered person with you as my friend. Whenever we hung out it was always what I want to do, and it was never about what you wanted to do. I'm sorry.
Padon. I love you dearly, and I feel like I'm doing to you what I did to Brandon. Except I feel responsible for some of the 'bad'' things you've done since I moved to Austin. Ex: smoking, drinking (more), and smoking. I'm really sorry. I love you with all of my heart.
Well....there's that. The three closest people in my life I've treated like crap, and that's my apology to them. I know only one person will read it but it feels good to get off my chest, or my fingertips...cause i'm typing...get it?....you don't?.....yeah me either
~SHaWN~