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Dear Amanda Reznicek, Amanda Beisch, and Brandon Lyon,
What the FUCK is going on with you! I'm sorry that i have to work and can't spend time w/ ya'll sometimes, thats why i try to join in after work. But you have to understand something. I'm increadably lonely, and now there's this boy that actually likes me, a good boy whith no flaws visible as of yet, and i've been talking ya'll up to him, and tonight i wanted him to meet ya'll, thinking ya'll wouldnt mind since i consider you my best friends and all. But when i called after work it didnt even seem like you wanted me to go at all, before i told you about said boy. I'm starting to get depressed again, and when i get depressed i start thinking things, things that seem to make sence to me but propostorous to others. I feel like i'm growing distant with you Rez. Beisch, i've known you since we were two, and lately you've been throwing attitude toward me. Brandon, we got mad at eachother...for the first time and i dont like it. I dont know what I did to make ya'll hate me, but i'm sorry i did it. I'm only writing this on my lj because i know none of you will see it, but i needed to let it out. Thank you for listening.
Love always and forever
~SHaWN~
What the FUCK is going on with you! I'm sorry that i have to work and can't spend time w/ ya'll sometimes, thats why i try to join in after work. But you have to understand something. I'm increadably lonely, and now there's this boy that actually likes me, a good boy whith no flaws visible as of yet, and i've been talking ya'll up to him, and tonight i wanted him to meet ya'll, thinking ya'll wouldnt mind since i consider you my best friends and all. But when i called after work it didnt even seem like you wanted me to go at all, before i told you about said boy. I'm starting to get depressed again, and when i get depressed i start thinking things, things that seem to make sence to me but propostorous to others. I feel like i'm growing distant with you Rez. Beisch, i've known you since we were two, and lately you've been throwing attitude toward me. Brandon, we got mad at eachother...for the first time and i dont like it. I dont know what I did to make ya'll hate me, but i'm sorry i did it. I'm only writing this on my lj because i know none of you will see it, but i needed to let it out. Thank you for listening.
Love always and forever
~SHaWN~