Sep 28, 2004 20:52
I feel uncomfortable.
I'm talking to padon on the phone and he asked me "are you calling me because you feel obligated to or do you want to talk"
I'm a horrible person.
I want to talk, not cause i'm obligated, cause i want to
I just feel uncomfortable talking to him, i dont know why, i feel so horrible.
He should take the advice of his friends, drop me, just drop me.....
Never talk to me again, it'll be the best.
I cant handle emotions anymore
I'm sorry
I wanted to talk, but no words came to my mouth, no idea's came into my head. I was at a complete blank. He was opening up to me, and all i couldnt say anything. I'm such an idiot.
I dont know what to do.
GOD! i'm suck a fucking emo kid! BOO HOO everything is so sad, pitty me cause i'm over emotional!!!!!!!!!!
I swear, if i had actual artistic talents i'd be token emo-boy.
This really sucks. Maybe i'm clinically depressed. I dont want to be. I hate talking about this shit cause poeple will be all like "oh, shawn just wants attention, cause he's an attention whore."
I quit.
I quit at everything
at relationships, at friendships, at emotions, at breathing, at giving a dam, at living
Shit......
SHaWN