"I need to check weight, im the bus driver"
okay. wednesday, the most important thing about the whole day was........getting the retrospect cd. im obsessed. ive listened to it so many freakin times all the way through that its not even funny. after i got the cd, we all had a blast baking cookies. i didnt realize it until afterwards how much fun that actually was ha. on thursday, we had a nice fun practice....and then at night i went to the bonfire which is always fun....except when you're an ass hole (which i do admit to being, but my mood wasnt helping the situation especially under certain circumstances that may or may not have arisen). friday morning started off really badly until i had to pick russell up from his house. all i have to say was that it was freakin hilarious. the rest of the day had its ups and downs. i was in a really really bad mood for a while but by the end of the day i was in a pretty good mood. (btw, thanks to all the people that called me friday). saturday was pretty good after my match. i got schooled. everyone said i should have been able to beat the kid but my head wasnt in this tournament at all. i got killed on friday and saturday, so i just chilled for the rest of the tournament and listened to the retrospect cd a few times through. when i got home, things immediately started to bother me again. but then i realized how i want to go back to my old ways and now im going to do my best to relax and enjoy the break. im going to try and take things as they come and play everything by ear. so for everything else, no comment.