This is soo ODD.
Everyone beware I'm posting something on LJ... *GASP* ok I'm done now...
I miss my Krystal and I know that I may not get to keep her but I can hope. and through this all I learned that I have to think things through before I just over react. I Blew up on her and she didn't really deserve it. I know how she feelt about Fritz and I knew how she felt before she went. I just wanted to believe that I meant more to her than it seems I do. I try talking to her and just get upset or hurt.. I don't know what to do it seems like every time Fritz gets involved with her she forgets about everyone else and it's not just me that sees this. and IF she does care about me as much as she claims she does she'll be back if for nothing else to say good bye. I don't want to hear that but I may have to. allz I can do is Hope that I mean more to her than it seems I do right now. if anyone can help me please do respond to this I will be keeping an eye on it and updating regularly when I have something to say.. I just needed to put down some of my feelings to words where everyone who cares to look will see them... I hope my efforts aren't in vain. well before I stop my ranting I just want to reiterate that I Miss you Krystal (if you decide to read this) and I Love you I just hope you can show me some of those feelings back.
Also for anyone who cares and my own comfort so I don't forget *I am and will be crying myself to sleep tonight* good night all.
~Trevalia Zietsev~
I miss my Krystal and I know that I may not get to keep her but I can hope. and through this all I learned that I have to think things through before I just over react. I Blew up on her and she didn't really deserve it. I know how she feelt about Fritz and I knew how she felt before she went. I just wanted to believe that I meant more to her than it seems I do. I try talking to her and just get upset or hurt.. I don't know what to do it seems like every time Fritz gets involved with her she forgets about everyone else and it's not just me that sees this. and IF she does care about me as much as she claims she does she'll be back if for nothing else to say good bye. I don't want to hear that but I may have to. allz I can do is Hope that I mean more to her than it seems I do right now. if anyone can help me please do respond to this I will be keeping an eye on it and updating regularly when I have something to say.. I just needed to put down some of my feelings to words where everyone who cares to look will see them... I hope my efforts aren't in vain. well before I stop my ranting I just want to reiterate that I Miss you Krystal (if you decide to read this) and I Love you I just hope you can show me some of those feelings back.
Also for anyone who cares and my own comfort so I don't forget *I am and will be crying myself to sleep tonight* good night all.
~Trevalia Zietsev~